A Day With Babe.

It's been a week since I saw babe, that means I really missed her a lot.
I spent the whole afternoon with her today.

Honestly, I don't know what to say. If you could see me, my smile explains everything.:D

Babe, if by chance you read this, I love you and I miss you. See you again soon.>:D< :*

Kuya Jun

Unang beses akong gagawa ng sulatin tungkol sa isang tropa.

Si Kuya Jun ay, bagamat hindi ko lubos na kakilala, ay isang mabuting kaibigan. Hindi marunong magalit. OC siya pero dun mo makikita na napaka sipag netong bata. Siya ang makakausap mo tungkol sa relasyon, pananampalataya, at mga ibang bagay. Siguro dahil halos pareho kami ng pananaw mga bagay bagay.

Katulad ko, lahat ng bagay na gagawin ay idadaan muna sa dasal. Lahat ng desisyon ay hihingi muna ng gabay mula kay Papa God.

Natutuwa lang ako at may ganto pa palang tao. Sobrang bait neto.

Inspirasyon siya sa bawat kabataan at matatanda dahil sa kanyang haba ng pasensya. Hindi ako magtataka kung balang araw e si Pupung Martinez ang sagot sa kahirapan. HAHAHA.

I love you still.

...even if you had your mood swings; even if you feel nothing at all; even if you just doesn't seem to care; even if you had just got up from bed; even if you haven't took a bath yet; even if you just had your facial and still have scars on your face.

These are your imperfections, but despite of all that, I still accept you. I accept you for who you are and I'd be dumb and stupid if I didn't. I don't deserve you if I don't accept you.

Some people may leave you when you show them these imperfections, but not me. I'll stay with you no matter what or who you are.

You told me that you're ugly where in fact you're still beautiful. You told me that you smell when you don't smell at all. You told me you're worst when for me, you're still the best. I love you for being you. I LOVE YOU NONETHELESS, babe. no questions ask.

Babe ♥

If you click this photo, it will move. Srsly.

I'm just sooooooooooooooooooo crazy about you babe!♥

#mythoughtsfeelingslove

You, by the Light is the Greatest Find.

To my dearest and ever loving Tosca Camille,

It's been three months since then, babe.

Let me be honest with you, I'm beginning to love you more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more each day. It seems my love for just keep on growing! And I feel scared and afraid. Afraid that I might lose you. I don't want that to happen. 

I won't let that happen, we won't let that happen, right?

I want to hug you, cuddle with you, kiss you on the forehead. I really want to be with you NOW, doing nothing, just you and me. Not talking, just hearing the beat of our hearts and you'll hear how loud my heart screams for you.

At the same time, I want you to miss me. So that you could gather those hugs and give me a very very tight one!:))

You love me the morest, well, I love you the mosterest.
I love you babe, forever and always, see you soon. Advance happy 3 months to the both of us. I pray to God EVERYDAY to KEEP YOU FOREVER. And I know He's listening and granting my request.:)

I love you, I love you, I love you!
Love,
André.♥

Si Lola

"When I saw this picture, I went teary-eyed."

My grandmother passed away when I was, I think, 8. She was diagnosed with stage 3 or 5 breast cancer. When I was a kid, we really spent a long time together. Playing games, eating, and praying. We were not aware yet of her sickness since we were little kids back then. 

She is very patient, strong, faithful and loving. I think that during the time when she wanted us to spend the whole summer at Bicol, she's already secretly sick. Of course, she never let anyone know of her ailment. She just don't want anybody to worry about her.

Lola, as what we would always address her, is a family person. Family comes first for her. She raised all 10 of her children. I look up to her for that. 

Me and Lola aren't really that close. It's always my brother and her who bond together since my brother goes to the school where she teaches. (And oh yeah, I forgot to mention that she is a teacher/professor in the state university in Bicol.) But still we get to be loved equally. She's our number one guardian.

Ever since she left us, I sometimes have these dreams where I get to see her. I believe that she connects with me through my dreams. I remembered when I was a HS student (not to mention, a very stubborn one) I had a dream where I saw Lola giving me advice "umayos ka and to make things right". And every time I dream of her, she gives me meaningful advises. (I always cry when I see her in my dreams. Srsly.)

I miss my grandmother. See you soon.