Rest Of My Life

*8-8-11*

Finally, I've been working for this in months now. Sorry if it's a bit crappy.

DEDICATED TO MY BABE, TOSCA CAMILLE.

I put my heart into this dance. The feelings and thoughts of you collected into a masterpiece.

When everybody knows I'm that guy who doesn't take things seriously. 

Then there's this person; that someone special, who will change you and you just want for that person to stay and be with for the REST OF YOUR LIFE.

I love you so much babe, Happy fourth month.

Isn't She Lovely?

Yes, my babe. You’re looking at an angel and believe me when I say, she got that whole place glowing.:) She’s so lovely, more beautiful than words could say. She’s beautiful even without make up on. I’m so BLESSED to have her. Thank you Lord for this wonderful person.

Babe, remember when we were at the mall and I was staring at you? I’m sorry, I can’t help but stare. It’s just that, I never really imagine that this could happen to me. That someone like you would be part of my life (not to mention, a part of me that I didn’t want to lose.) Someone beautiful like you would fall in love to a simple man like me (humble pa! Haha.)

What if this is all a dream? I wouldn’t want to wake up. Who would, right? I’d rather be in a coma and this is the only dream I could have. But this isn’t. This is REALITY. I’m in love with you and you’re in love with me (assuming ba? Haha.)

Am I LUCKY to have her? Heck no, I’m not lucky, I’m BLESSED. God gave her to me. And I’m always asking God for permission if I may keep her forever. Of course, I have confidence that God will answer my prayers.

I will RESPECT her, TREAT her RIGHT and I PROMISE to LOVE her for the REST OF MY LIFE.

I Love You, Tosca Camille.♥

Planning.

If you fail to plan, you plan to fail. I think this quote is overrated. Why? Have you ever planned for something for so long but didn’t work out? Hell yeah I did. Sometimes, those things unplanned are the things which most likely to happen. And sometimes, these are the things which are fun, right? Amazing, isn’t it!

Planning is when you organize things. Organizing the things to do to meet your goals. Goals are expectations which can either be long term or short term.

My experiences in planning is, well, not really successful. That’s why I think planning is overrated. I planned for so many things but they tend not to happen. Why? There are 3 simple reasons.

1. Last minute planning – Damn! This happens a lot! It’s when you plan for something and your deadline is tomorrow. Other term to this is cramming. It’s really not accurate. Some changes may still occur that’s why you have to analyze for things first.

2. Natural conditions – Here’s a problem in our country. Our country is visited by 2 or 3 storms in a month. Weather changes may affect your plans. Like for example what happened to me this day. I supposed to meet up with my friends to shoot for a video. (It’s a surprise video so don’t bother asking about it) But rain fell hard. So it got cancelled. See what simple weather changes do to your plans?

3. Discipline – Ah! This is really an issue in planning. If you’re not disciplined enough, you won’t meet your goals. That’s why you planned in the first place, right? You have to follow what you planned in order to meet your goals and expectations.

But despite of all these types, kinds, conflicts or etcetera on planning, the best plan is still God’s plan. No one knows what’s in store for us except God. He knows what is right for us. So when you feel, like, out of direction, pray and God will lead you to the right path.

A Day With Babe.

It's been a week since I saw babe, that means I really missed her a lot.
I spent the whole afternoon with her today.

Honestly, I don't know what to say. If you could see me, my smile explains everything.:D

Babe, if by chance you read this, I love you and I miss you. See you again soon.>:D< :*

Kuya Jun

Unang beses akong gagawa ng sulatin tungkol sa isang tropa.

Si Kuya Jun ay, bagamat hindi ko lubos na kakilala, ay isang mabuting kaibigan. Hindi marunong magalit. OC siya pero dun mo makikita na napaka sipag netong bata. Siya ang makakausap mo tungkol sa relasyon, pananampalataya, at mga ibang bagay. Siguro dahil halos pareho kami ng pananaw mga bagay bagay.

Katulad ko, lahat ng bagay na gagawin ay idadaan muna sa dasal. Lahat ng desisyon ay hihingi muna ng gabay mula kay Papa God.

Natutuwa lang ako at may ganto pa palang tao. Sobrang bait neto.

Inspirasyon siya sa bawat kabataan at matatanda dahil sa kanyang haba ng pasensya. Hindi ako magtataka kung balang araw e si Pupung Martinez ang sagot sa kahirapan. HAHAHA.

I love you still.

...even if you had your mood swings; even if you feel nothing at all; even if you just doesn't seem to care; even if you had just got up from bed; even if you haven't took a bath yet; even if you just had your facial and still have scars on your face.

These are your imperfections, but despite of all that, I still accept you. I accept you for who you are and I'd be dumb and stupid if I didn't. I don't deserve you if I don't accept you.

Some people may leave you when you show them these imperfections, but not me. I'll stay with you no matter what or who you are.

You told me that you're ugly where in fact you're still beautiful. You told me that you smell when you don't smell at all. You told me you're worst when for me, you're still the best. I love you for being you. I LOVE YOU NONETHELESS, babe. no questions ask.

Babe ♥

If you click this photo, it will move. Srsly.

I'm just sooooooooooooooooooo crazy about you babe!♥

#mythoughtsfeelingslove

You, by the Light is the Greatest Find.

To my dearest and ever loving Tosca Camille,

It's been three months since then, babe.

Let me be honest with you, I'm beginning to love you more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more each day. It seems my love for just keep on growing! And I feel scared and afraid. Afraid that I might lose you. I don't want that to happen. 

I won't let that happen, we won't let that happen, right?

I want to hug you, cuddle with you, kiss you on the forehead. I really want to be with you NOW, doing nothing, just you and me. Not talking, just hearing the beat of our hearts and you'll hear how loud my heart screams for you.

At the same time, I want you to miss me. So that you could gather those hugs and give me a very very tight one!:))

You love me the morest, well, I love you the mosterest.
I love you babe, forever and always, see you soon. Advance happy 3 months to the both of us. I pray to God EVERYDAY to KEEP YOU FOREVER. And I know He's listening and granting my request.:)

I love you, I love you, I love you!
Love,
André.♥

Si Lola

"When I saw this picture, I went teary-eyed."

My grandmother passed away when I was, I think, 8. She was diagnosed with stage 3 or 5 breast cancer. When I was a kid, we really spent a long time together. Playing games, eating, and praying. We were not aware yet of her sickness since we were little kids back then. 

She is very patient, strong, faithful and loving. I think that during the time when she wanted us to spend the whole summer at Bicol, she's already secretly sick. Of course, she never let anyone know of her ailment. She just don't want anybody to worry about her.

Lola, as what we would always address her, is a family person. Family comes first for her. She raised all 10 of her children. I look up to her for that. 

Me and Lola aren't really that close. It's always my brother and her who bond together since my brother goes to the school where she teaches. (And oh yeah, I forgot to mention that she is a teacher/professor in the state university in Bicol.) But still we get to be loved equally. She's our number one guardian.

Ever since she left us, I sometimes have these dreams where I get to see her. I believe that she connects with me through my dreams. I remembered when I was a HS student (not to mention, a very stubborn one) I had a dream where I saw Lola giving me advice "umayos ka and to make things right". And every time I dream of her, she gives me meaningful advises. (I always cry when I see her in my dreams. Srsly.)

I miss my grandmother. See you soon.

Falcon.(Ondoy Part II)

The typhoon's name is Falcon. He brought heavy rain and big blows of wind.

June 23, morning, I came to school, the rain has not poured yet but the skies were dimmed already. I had no idea that rain would pour that hard later in the evening.

So my day went normal when me and Paul decided to attend an entrance of colors at the Manila City Hall. It was our first time since last last years ROTC. How I missed wearing those galas.

3:00 pm: I was at the City Hall attending the event (Entrance of Colors). Our duty ended at 5:00 pm when suddenly the rain came. We went back at school only to find ourselves stranded. I saw some of my friends were still back there so I decided to join them on the way home.

We left school by 6:00pm. We were looking for jeepneys as we walked. We made it passed through City Hall then Carriedo. We kept on walking as the rain continues to fall. Then, we made it to D. Jose as one of our companions left for a different way. Again, we kept on walking, rain still falls as we reached Tayuman. My former classmate, Xary, went on a different route. So it's between me and my friend (forgot her name) and the walk to 5th avenue. As we reached Abad Santos station, we decided to take the LRT and luckily, we rode one. Both of us part ways at 5th avenue. Finally I got home at 9:18pm.

I'm thankful to God that we're safe. Also, I pray for those we left behind, at school, and those who were stranded. Oh yeah, and my love said that their house were filled with water already. I hope you're safe back there!

Your big picture and newspaper got wet, good thing they're not smothered. I'm sorry I slept over the texts with you, it's because I felt so tired. I love you Camille, hope everyone's safe. Especially Baby girl Una-na. Haha.

Not Letting Go.

"When you finally find someone who you want to spend the rest of your life with, you want the rest of your life to start right away."

DJ Got Us Fallin.

This was taken on June 17, 2011. A contest (PLM Dance Mania 2011) was held at our school (Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila). Although we didn't won, it was a great honor for us to perform infront of the people. It's very fun to do something you love, and of course, with my girlfriend watch me from the audience, I was very happy to do this for her.

She's the one taking this video, and you'll here some side comments. Haha.:)

Pray.

Is an effective weapon. Very well said. I don't need to elaborate.

Unexpected Me.

When I'm in love, I could be the cheesiest person you'll ever known. I'm different to those guys who hides how they feel. It's because I'm very expressive on what I feel. My friend told me yesterday how different I am. She said, "You're not that usual guy who hides they're emotions when they're kilig".

I'm so in love right now. With God, family, friends, and my girlfriend. They inspire to do better.